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Name: Alex
Location: Frankfurt, Germany
Birthday: 8/7/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: I like to read, um..be on the internet, my friends and music!
Expertise: none really, I am good at being a teen?!
Message: message me
Member Since:
2/10/2005
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| I'm so fucked up. I'm so depressed I keep thinking of ending it all, god what is wrong with me? Why can't i just be happy with what i've got? Why do i feel like crying at every turn? Am i really so spoiled and selfish that everything i have isn't enough? I wish it would all stop, I wish that i could make it stop and just end it all. | | |
| well, it's been about 8 months since that last post...lol! I'm doing so well, I'm still dating Mike (and love every moment). We have been dating for a year and a half, since sophomore year, such a long time...lol. I'm in senior year now and I'm doing good homecoming is coming up and i can really wait for it...i'm not too excited about going. I'm just going for Mike, lucky S.O.B! hahahaha! I am still tame and domestic, but i have yet to become Mrs. Susie Homemaker. I'm a football manager and i love it! I love travling with the team, and just being (one of the girls) on the field. I still cannot believe i'm a senior...it sounds so foreign and just strange. I'm kinda starting to freak about college applications, but i think i'll be ok...well, this is enough for me for now...i'll be back on in another 8 months! lol | | |
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EWWW...don't you hate the increadibly mushy couples?! I was just out at the PX (yes, post exchange,i'm an Army girl) and there was a couple who was dressed...EXACTLY THE SAME! lol, that is just so strange to me... i don't know, i could never imagine dressing like someone else, much less my boyfriend! lol, now that i've got that said...
I'm so bored! I talked to Felix a bit today, and then Mike called so i had to go! I love talkin to Felix, i just do...and i love talking to Mike..but that one's obvious! Sorry i didn't reply Felix, my sister was on the computer and i was logged in, but she didn't tell me anyone was trying to talk to me! So Valentines Day/Anniversary was very very nice, I have such a sweet, romantic boyfriend, we have now been dating for 11 months! I am so proud of me and him, I tamed him...lol, riight , i was the wild one! He tamed me... i feel all domestic now, like i should bake cookies or something. Could you see me as Mrs. Susie Homemaker? yeah, me either! hehe, well...i'll just be going now! |
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| Well...today is the 13th and tomorrow is....V-day, but wait! Not only V-day, my 11 month ANNIVERSARY! I was like...HOLY CRAP, 11 months...wow, i can't believe it! it is so long..wow...alright yeah...that is what i wanted to say. | | |
| I'm bored...very very bored, mind is mush can't do anything because i don't want to bored...I wish mike would call, he won't though, I complain about him alot, but i love him so much! I know it, he knows it...lol, alles gut! Well, i'm going to go...Hi Felix! | | |
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